After all, it didnt matter that much to me.
What really mattered was that, i couldnt put myself in your shoes and understand.
that was the only thing that mattered really.
The fact that I could only be halfway there, and lost faith, was what really mattered to me.
I know my flaws . . . but it just reminded me how much i failed to overcome them, and just couldnt accept it yet.
So much effort wasted.
I'm now, too disappointed with myself.
undead withering eternal