It was not that i did not know. I knew it all along. Hidden. But then, the sudden realisation did not bring me happiness. Nor did sorrow come. I saw a new update on her msn my space. Under the column of Significant Other was someone else's nickname. Of course, i already knew it would be there, but it wasnt any better. What made me double back was the simplest of things. A smilely face : X ) . That, really brought me back to ground. Not a good feeling. Lost in nothing, as if purpose had gone. No motivation, no mirth of laughter, yet no sadness, no feel for the dying hearts. It felt like limbo, stuck in a starry space, stars not of beauty,really, but of stars few in number, with a soft sheen, of light glow, of dead flame, yet there. Perhaps it is exaggerated, but i dont feel it as such.
Listen to the song. Pieces by Sum41. It is there becuase it fits my sentiments, though im unsure of the part about giving up. Perry used it before, but i dont care, i want to use it again.
Felix, can i have 'Forsaken' please?
undead withering eternal