Then as i was getting home alone in the rain, I was mumbling the song "Mary, Mother of thy Sacred Image". For those unfamiliar, Sacred Image refers to Jesus.
Then i thought of this:
You see, the world is full of suffering caused by the world and experienced by the world. The, day to day, greed causes us to harm others, inconsideration causes us to harm others. Then I thought, maybe the fruit of knowledge Adam and Eve took had caused it. They were initially pure of heart, then, now, due to the knowledge of evil, we have inclinations to sin, along with inclinations to do good, due to free will. But somehow, evil selfishness appeals more to us, thus motivation is stronger.
Then, i realised i only knew half the lyrics of "Mary, Mother of thy Sacred Image", so i sang it with my own invented lyrics like "pray that the world be saved........ no matter what sin the world shall make" etc. Then, something happened at home, freaked me out. It was as if Satan was warning me not to pray. Why? 'Cause i can actully see ghosts and i had this very very very spooky chill tahat something was out to get me. Then when i went to the utility room, i realised that the umbrella i took from church had mysteriously 'flew' from beside my unit door to te utility window and was hanging there. Ther was no way it could have went so far out there. And noone was awake, and mother din do it. Ah well, i prayed and that spooky sensation sort of went away. Then i had this sudden inspiration.
When people go to Purgatory, Their hearts are like in the wrong direction. Purgatory represents punishment, to teach and guide thy heart. For example, visualise this.A part of your heart points like an arrow to evil. Then other side points to good. The holy fires burn and inflict pain for Divine realisation and turns the heart towards good. Then, the person, pure of sin and evil, becomes a holy soul, worthy of the place God has prepared for us, a place called Heaven. Heaven was depicted as cloud castles because clouds were considered beautiful to people of the past. However i think the truth is, Heaven is a mystical place, appearing as what is most beautiful to us. Anyone seen the picture of our Lady Of Gaudalupe? The appearance she made, wasn't considered beautiful to me at first, until i learnt to appreciate such art. But, i believe God/Mary appears as what we consider to be most righteously beautiful. If we love clouds, they might with the decor of clouds, or if brilliant blues were considered beautiful in the future, then, Brilliant blues it shall be in their appearance. All erring hearts will be saved at purgatory. Except for a few special cases.
Satan is the best example. Lucifer! 2nd to God! He, though pure of heart, chose to disobey God. Even if he could repent, he din want to. Throughout the centuries, millenium, he could have repented anytime. But he set his heart against God, taking God as his enemy, forever hoping to usurp him. Evil choices repeatedly made by him, made what the world is today. With every sin committed in this world, the world edges nearer to evil. The world is already evil enough as it is. Evil committed corrupts its victim to do more evil. The world is sinking to its depths, because Satan, repeatedly, sets his heart against God, greed in his mind. Such a sin is too great to forgive and it might be too late to turn back! He, will most probably be sent to be damned for forever, due to his evil heart. His followers might too, but it all depends on the person's mental choice, not really by his actions. The place of damnation and Divine Justice is Hell.
And by the way. Noone should suicide due to the fact that God created you and you should not say "oh i hate this life" and kill yourself. Imagine if Adam and Eve were put on Earth and they just suicided. It breaks God's heart. Nothing should be worth suiciding. 'Cause you are gonna be saved eventually and killing yourself is like taking God's mercy for granted. There is a possibility that you might go to hell for that so don't try. This life you must life is insignificant to the one youare promised. Take up your cross and just tolerate. It will be over soon.
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